a blur

I haven't posted in quite a while because my life has been an ongoing blur for these past weeks. My new schedule is up at 6:30, fight call at 8:45, perform at 10:00 and finish by Noon. Sounds pretty mellow doesn't it. And yet, I'm wandering about in a permanent state of exhaustion. Sleep doesn't help. Of course add stressful evenings of auditions and call backs into the mix, leavened with subsequent rejection, and you begin to get the picture. Plus I'm rehearsing for the next thing...which is wonderful but perhaps a little more than I can handle at the moment. Not that I'm complaining. I'm continually having these small moments of realizing now very very very much ALIVE I am. Life is good...but I do prefer sleeping in.